it's like that.

"Not being able to sleep and not eating are just the basics. Sleeping but waking up is torture.

Because you don't know how to be separated from someone you loved. You can't even tell anyone else. You're afraid that they'll think of him badly. And so you cry all by yourself.

We're over, we're finished. But only memories of good times and love pop up. The more and more you try to erase that person, the longer the days get. So it's like you're breaking up with him for 365 days.

But the thing that hurts the most, is that I don't think that person is even thinking about me. I'm doing this by myself. That person has already forgotten all about me, and is now happy.

You really wish you were dead, but you don't have the courage, all because you're afraid that you won't...ever get to see him again.

It's like that...when you break up. That's your heart. The reason why you're holding onto her, what you're feeling, how desperate it is...

Do you understand?"

- Seul, Secret Garden.